my day.

anxiety.

We have two sides. Evil and nice. Notice how I put evil first? The evil in us is the easiest place for our hearts to go to. Why? I think it's like any drug you take. It gets you high but slowly fades. However, when you break the barrier of good and evil, you will find that the goodness in your heart will never fade and lose existence. It is forever.

I think we become insane sometimes. I think we dwell on all of the negative energy about love, money, sex, etc. I have found that I have become quite the monster lately and I want all of the inverse energy to fade.

Sometimes we think we are ghosts. Sometimes we feel like nobody is listening. I am here to tell you that people are hearing you, but you're not choosing the right people to LISTEN to you.

Sometimes we are defeated by money. Money is what makes the world spin. It is constant. Concrete. Solid. Nobody can touch it. It's sad how much we have to soak in our own greedy filth.

We eat, breathe, sleep, and die for love. We will do whatever it takes to get love.

This is the essential thing you stare at when you have nothing else to stare at. I have never had more complex thoughts than when I am looking at this simple turning vortex.

again, fuck money.